homethe diaryNovember 2026 · 1 entry

The diary

Still thinking of a title.

entry 001 · two notebook pages

Untitled, for now

Original handwritten diary page 1, 3rd November 2026. The supplied transcription appears alongside.
Chai’s notebook · page 1View full-size

The page as it was written. Crossings-out and all.

3rd November 2026 (8:26 am)

This is my first entry in this diary, and I am in school.

I'm trying to think of a name, a title for this diary. I just read Marcus Aurelius' Meditations, so I am trying to imitate that.

I am in a room full of real goyim (or as the tiktok definition of 'goyim' goes). These people are actual human cattle. It actually angers me so much that these people have no real thoughts behind those brainwashed eyes. I resonate with none of them.

I am going out for a walk in the corridors.

(8:42 am)

I possess a great desire to destroy this school. Of course I wont actually do that because I have control over my emotions.

I had a friend who actually some-what had the same interests as me in this school, but he left, and suddenly I have this void in me, this unparalleled loneliness. My closest companion is gone to Thailand for two weeks minimum.

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